Today's blog can be seen as mushy, lovey, coochie coo talk, but for me...it's making sense of the word. I would never express these thoughts and feelings on the likes of facebook, as I will surely be ridiculed, mocked and laughed at, be 'one of those people'. I don't understand this really, I think everyone is trying too hard to be 'hardcore' , forgetting that they were also once in love, and are still meant to be in love. It's funny how fast we are to judge other people about there personal preferences, but at the same time, feel the need to express it ourselves. So, with that in mind, I decided to write a little bit about my ideas of "what is love"...sounds lame, but maybe it will be interesting in the end, who knows:) This blog however is just a little piece of my experience of love.
Turning to my faithful definition finder, that often references lesbians for some unknown reason, I turned to wikipedia for some lovely insight into what love is...
'Love is any of a number of emotions and experiences related to a sense of strong affection[1] and attachment. The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure ("I loved that meal") to intense interpersonal attraction ("I love my boyfriend"). '
Hmmm, so that is what wikipedia says...
Well, for me I can truly say that I have only fallen in love once, and plan on being in love with that person for the rest of my life. Who is this mystery person you may ask? Well, it's Imar. A little background for those who don't know. Imar and I met about 5 years ago? I'm not entirely sure, but we noticed each other from afar. He noticed me the first time he came to our church, and I think I noticed him about the 2Nd time he came. The first time I saw him...well lets just say something happened in my heart. About a year past and finally, after much walking past each other, smiling, and being bashful, we finally decided to talk to each other. This act was also highly encouraged from a mutual friend, Lana.
I really think I loved him before we even went out, in that phase when we were getting to know each other. I know this also from the way I reacted one day when I saw him with a really pretty blonde girl, more towards his age...I was devastated! I thought, OH no, he has a girlfriend. Felt very depressed actually, until after inquiring from friends who the mystery girl was, I found out, much to my relief that it was Nadia, his sister! I laugh every time when I think of that day.
Well, from the minute he asked me out till now (4 years, 2 months later) the love for each other has just grown and I truly don't want to experience life without him. We have been through our fair share of unfair situations that life has thrown at us, but I truly believe that something much greater and stronger is looking out for us and guiding our relationship, after all the things, we love each other more and more each day. He is amazing, and I want to tell the world:) haha. I can imagien him going red as he reads this. ANYWAY!!!!!
Where am I going with this? I don't know. There will be a continuation to this little blog post. This is just my little introduction to a few series that I might continue in the future. Until then, love life and make sure to tell the people that you consider dearly to you, that you love them.
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